Check this out:
My kitchen, in a box.
My bathroom, in a box.
Pretty lame, yeah? I'm going crazy. Do you know how hard it is to find a pair of socks in that pile of clothing?
Add on top of this the fact that my car is giving me trouble to the point of not even starting, so I've been taking public transit to work (2 buses, 1 train, and an hour and a half of armpits in your face instead of a 15-minute drive...hardly awesomeness). Also add the fact that it costs $3.50 just to run a load of laundry through the wash here, and that it must be in quarters (and seriously, no one has that many quarters) so I'm getting stuck wearing my fat clothes and old scaggy underpants far too regularly. Also add the fact that I am just the tiniest bit emotionally unstable at the moment, so one day I'm an empowered feminist, the next I'm a tough, worldly-wise woman, the next I'm a party girl, and the next I'm a crumpled heap of depression who has to crash on her friend's couch instead of going home because she's so stupidly afraid of being alone.
Thus, the disorganization.
Now here's my plan:
Step 1: Take car to mechanic who owes Dad a favor. Check.
Step 2: Talk to friend who loves me and thinks I'm beautiful. Check.
Step 3: Imbibe alcohol. Check. Aaaaaand a top-off...Second Check.
Step 4: Eat something highly fatty. Macaroni and cheese? That'll do. Check.
Step 5: Watch entertaining tv show. Scrubs it is (thank you, Netflix). Check.
Step 6: Do something productive. Loaded dishwasher! Check.
Step 7: Get laid. Working on it.
Step 8: Start doing laundry at Mom's house again, and try desperately not to feel lame for doing so. Also working on it.
Step 9: Move to new apartment, purchase bureau for clothing, organize new bedroom and help Kiana and Eric organize the rest of the apartment (our living room is going to be a blanket fort...it'll be fucking EPIC). Get life/self in order. To be started next week.
Step 10: Save up more energy for blog...and other things that make me happy. Hopefully I'll start having more energy extremely soon.
Step 11: Acquire better sense of self-worth. Ha. We'll see.